Tuesday, May 22, 2007


2:32 AM

hey guys... so sorry for neglecting.

have been rather busy n lazy when i'm not busy. i tend to make myself so busy at most times due to my hardworking nature. heh.. i'm not bragging. wrote 2 of my colleagues a nice, personal, sweet note to say how i loved working with them. it's nice to observe pple in different situations n how one relates to another. if i were free n not feeling too lethargic, i'd prob do some kind of experiment, sitting somewhere sipping pure chocolate relaxing, quietly observing pple n writing some funny notes abt life n pple. i can picture myself doing just tat, maybe even sketching some stuff. i can be happy doing simple things as such.

was talking to a colleague whom i can clique with during dinner ytd. think we've similar working personality. not loud, tender, not very brave but strong emotionally, helpful n love to keep to ourselves. was rather shocked tat she n her husband din even let their parents know when they got married, cos they din really feel the need. however, in the same situation i figured i would react differently.

it's always a constant struggle to put God no. 1 in my life. At one point or another, i would choose myself, my boyfriend, my family n friends, the easier way out of problems instead of doing it god's way. Like today. sometimes i feel like it's too hard, sometimes not (cos am more hardened in my heart tat i dun even see the prob). When i feel i'm too tired n lack strength to carry on leading a life tat's pleasing to God, verses like "Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11:29-30, "Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize. Everyone who competes in the game goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever." 1 corinthians 9:24-25

yippee! going for discipleship class after a week of break. missed it.