Tuesday, November 29, 2005


10:30 AM

Got scolded by supervisor when i was on night shift.. well, i did make a mistake n learnt from it. It was hard 2 just keep quiet when confronted, esp when she sounded so fierce n intimidating. i've learnt 2 bear with it. i dun like working at night, hard 2 stay alert.

happy 4 my friend at work.. things r working out bet. her n e guy she likes.. i'm positive tat e guy likes her too.. haha..

It's rest day 2day again! am going 4 harry potter n tennis game.

Thursday, November 17, 2005


2:30 PM

Had so much 2 b do these days.. was helping out my friends. I have a friend who has renal failure n needs 2 do dialysis 3x a wk. She developed complications from cellulitis - necrotic fascilitis. A flesh eating bacteria.. sounds terrible. But was well enough 4 discharge on tues. She has probs walking long distances n seeing near objects. financial probs as well. It's real terrible 2 b sick. I can see e helplessness in patients' eyes when i work. But i can't spend much time with every patient cos got so many things 2 do. I know my presence with them can ease their anxiety n loneliness. but.. Hmm.. i wonder when nurses can actually getaway with e paperwork n admin stuff 2 give patients more quality care.

Was preparing for sun sch this wk. had so many ideas but dun know which one 2 choose 4 my dear kids. i want the best for them. Best is they get interested in e activity, have fun n learn sth from it. Have decided on which commitments 2 take up in church next yr. n i believe these are wat God wants me 2 do. Shall cont teaching e kids in sun sch n flower arrangement. Such a pity i cant be in e church choir anymore. i want to, but i can't take up tat commitment cos of my shift work. Trust n obey.

Had 2 off days n i'm going back 2 work 2day. n it's my first night shift as a qualified nurse. a little jittery n worried. guess it's only normal.

Everybody's getting sick around me. n i'm having a sore throat when intense choir pracs r going on! pls do take care, esp those mugging. :) Stress does decrease immunity n therefore make us more vulnerable to diseases. Scientifically proven. do take rest n relax bet. mugging sessions.

Friday, November 11, 2005


11:15 AM

had a real long day ytd. aching all over when i woke up 2day. let me tell u wat happened ytd tat resulted in my present state.

Early in e morning at 9am , i met a super busy friend 4 breakfast @ tb market. No choice, we couldnt meet up at other timings.. well, it was gd fellowship though. Then my mum pulled me out 2 shop as soon as i reached home after breakfast. So, we went 2 shop at chinatown - her fav place.. couldnt help but notice our difference in taste of accessories.. was looking out for choir performance costume at e same time.

Met my friends @ chinatown n saw some batik cloth, ready-made batik long skirts.. Then we went into a building at little india. felt a little intimidated when i got into tat area. Aha! there we found real cheap sarongs with lots of designs which looked all abt e same 2 me.. gave me headaches just looking at them. Bought e sarongs there n then. Glad 2 have settled on tat.

After tat, went home n changed into sporty attire, all ready 2 play tennis with friends. But it was drizzling, so we had dinner n watched Sky High instead. It was entertaining. when i got 2 tb, so suay, got pestered by e prudential agents once again. One particular agent went 2 e extent of blocking my way. So irritating, waste my time again.. He showed off tat he's in top 20, i can see y.. prob cos of his pushiness. but he did make some sense n i needed 2 save. so, ended up paying $100 as premium..

Guess wat? when i came home, sis was threatening 2 move out next sem if dad doesn't clear his trash. tiredness n heaviness added on.

next rest day, i shall just stay home n relax. If tat's possible...

Thursday, November 03, 2005


2:00 PM

Late!
went to play badminton with church friends. Late as usual but e venue was far away from my hse... plus they started at 8am! sacrificed my beauty sleep lor.. Only played for 45 mins. needed some exercise since i ate plenty of unhealthy food. snacks n kfc... how could i resist? hehe... tat sounds like lame excuse.. wish 2 gain some weight but not e unhealthy way pls... Went 2 ting's blog. saw all e good-looking snacks... yum yum. indeed mouth-watering but i wonder if i'd bear 2 eat such a piece of art..

Were discussing some sinning issue during lunch with church friends. A was saying burning cds is ok 2 him n he does tat. B thinks it's not ok as it's dishonesty, illegal n simply not pleasing in God's side. Therefore, B does not burn cds n discourages A not to. I'm on B's side. But i understand A's struggles. We r all so susceptible 2 sinning. It takes a sensitive heart to realise wat's right n wrong in God's sight. It's hard, but we ought to keep away from all sins if we love God. We r responsible 4 all tat we do on earth. I always ask myself, would God b satisfied with me when the day of judgement comes?

enough of the heavy stuff. wish 2 change my habit of being late.. it's actually my 2005 new yr resolution. I didn't really keep 2 it. Oops..

Wednesday, November 02, 2005


10:42 AM

2 days off from work. Sometimes I feel lost when i suddenly get a break away from the marketplace environment at work. Suddenly dun know wat to do with my time.. Such a chore to plan.

Going out with mum then for choir prac. Phantom of e opera ringing in my ear. Such a long time since i last went out with mummy.