Sunday, July 30, 2006


9:51 PM

"Come to me, all of you who are weary and burdened, and i will give you rest." matthew 11:28. this verse nv fails 2 give me comfort.

the more i read of God, the more i know Him, the more i love, admire n fear Him. His compassion, faithfulness, forgiveness shows in Adam n Eve, Jonah, e Israelites n throughout e Bible. how did He do it? He's God. wont b able 2 fully understand Him with my limited intelligence even if i read e Bible umpteen times. intriguing r his words. so glad i know Him. :)

had a gd long talk with daddy ytd during dinner. realised i havent looked clearly @ him 4 so long. he has aged. glad tat he's serving God with his heart n thankful 2 God 4 bringing him back 2 life when he had a car accident many yrs ago. may e Lord cont. to guide n bless Him. :)

filter out e bad influences... n please e Lord. so often tempted 2 do non-edifying things. not easy 2 resist. wear e armor of God!

Thursday, July 20, 2006


9:46 PM

went for a service quality talk 2 days ago. made new friends. nice, mature, promising pple. they commented tat i was v friendly n will go far in life. feels real good 2 hear tat. :) felt as though i was flying into e sky. haha..

revision. what is service excellence? anticipating customers' needs b4 they ask you for it. eg. the waiter refills ur water when ur cup is half-finished. plus plus points if e waiter is handsome and smiles readily at me.. haha.. will b getting a sliver service quality award in nov, cos got patient compliment me n i meet e other criterias of e award. hehe.. proud of myself. it's a national award btw.. *beaming with pride* blessings from God. :) am coping well in e high dependency unit. e colleagues there aren't as fierce as i tot they were. good start. am more sure of my career pathway le. will b staying in nursing 4 long.

went dinner @ cystal jade with my family, without my father though. wanted 2 ask him 2 join us but... guess it takes time. celebrated daz grad, my award-getting, boyz's escape from death (he nearly drowned @ sentosa), n 2 wei lao mummy 4 working so hard n take care of us all. heheh.. we had a great time. e food was quite nice but a little too salty. e xiao long baos were superb!!! e soup gushed out e moment i bite into it. so tasty.. reminiscing.. yum yum..

sad tat Brods is out of superband le. they're so charming n both sing so well. wo yong yuan zhi chi ni men!!! jia you, wo kan hao ni men!!! haha.. me behaving like sec kids..

finally watching pirates of e carribean 2day with bird. looking forward.


Friday, July 14, 2006


8:21 PM

went 4 sis's graduation on e 10th. so proud of her. she looks gd in e grad. robe.. :) guess she has been looking forward 2 tat special moment of her life. embarking on a new journey, qian tu yi pian guang ming. all e best 2 u, daz! hope u'll get e scholarship n get a PHd in english language! way 2 go!

so many friends' b'days this mth. qi min, yu qin n zhen zuan. more expenditure too. hmm..
leaving infection department for intensive care area @ general surgery dept. last day on Sunday. a little she bu de but well, it's part of life. separation. things r well n more peaceful @ ID these days. gd working days. but i was real annoyed by my supervisor few days ago. forever so sarcastic. reached on time 4 work n she reprimanded me. she said i'm always late. when i'm early she nv praise me also wat. always enlarge our bad points n diminish our gd points. see us always scold n make sarcastic remarks. think she shld improve on her interpersonal skills. sometimes, she act friendly but i can't b bothered with her. i can't stand being fake. so hard 2 love this kind of pple. sighs.. how is a christian diff. from a non-christian if both love lovable pple n hates un-lovable pple? ponder..

zhen zuan was so excited ytd talking abt her b'day celebration. bought some jelly stuff. will make jelly tog b4 her bday celebration on next sun. guess it'll b fun.

vien was excited too abt her mamasan role on e bash in sch. sounds real cool. looking forward 2 c her in my cheongsam. haha.. might b a little too small 4 her though. hopefully she won't spoil it. haha..

planning activities 4 xiao zu tian di 2day. games, sharings, prayers n food!!! hope it'll all go well n smooth.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006


8:29 PM

i'm back 2 work after my night shifts. developed some skin allergy on my hands as a result of too frequent handwashing @ work. work hazard @ infection department. apparently, my colleague also has e same condition. it was terrible, it caused me 2 have itchiness n felt very sore when i washed my hands. e area was red n dry. one area was even infected cos i scratched it. luckily, my meds r working well on me. phew! it was really affecting me, so relieved now.

a misunderstanding bet. me n a friend was resolved. my heart feels lighter le. :) i understand tat a illness, esp a chronic one, can affect her so much tat she wants 2 give up fighting it n just die away.. complicated family. she feels very hurt n disappointed but aren't there things worth living for? she has nothing in e eyes of man but she has e Lord! isn't tat sufficient? hmm, she won't change her mind though i tried my best 2 persuade her. may e Lord touch her n change her mindset.

i want 2 study a part-time degree in nursing @ SIM, will b working @ e same time. sounds super tough. fees 17,000 plus. i'll b paying on my own, dun want more yrs of bond. n parents wont b paying 4 me, cos they're financially drained. need 2 shrimp n save le. target 2 finish saving by next yr n start studying.