Wednesday, December 28, 2005


12:15 AM

this yr's xmas wasnt very special or happening. well, not exactly e way i wanted it. had 2 work in e day, n even packed up a patient. Wat a day it was.. but, i enjoyed meeting my soulmates piggy n bird 4 e celebration.. we took photos with my new camera phone. Fun! this yr, for a change, we din tell each other wat we want. we went ahead 2 buy wat we felt each other would like or needed. think it's more fun n exciting this way, though piggy begs 2 differ.. i feel it's not abt how ex e presents r or how fanciful e card is but it's e tot tat counts. i'll easily b contented with just a simple, sincere card.. christmas is abt loving friends n family around u, cos God first loved us! :)

didnt get e chance 2 meet some of my buddies from sch choir n poly though.. tat includes sharon, jen, xiuhui, yu qin, cyvia n jerald.. we r all so busy, hard 2 arrange our outings. hmm.. nvm, next time. Am looking forward 2 meeting ting n vien on sun! another gossip session. Yeah!

got scolded by my supervisors again.. well, i deserved it for delaying 2 pass up my competency checklist when i knew it was long due.. n i'm ready 2 get a round of screaming n shouting session from my other supervisor.. God bless me, man..

brought my friend 2 do wound dressing at polyclinic ytd when i was supposed 2 b sleeping at home before i work at night. it's really hard 2 refuse pple in need. Glad 2 know tat her wound's healing fast n her gait's more steady liao. it's real scary 2 know tat her yang3 fu4 actually likes her. not in a fatherly sense but e romantic BGR sense.. hmm, dunno how 2 help except 2 advice her 2 protect herself esp since they r living in e same hse..

jia jia you ben nan nian de jing.. not sure wat 2 do 4 my dad. should i seek psychological help 4 him? it's so hard not 2 b irritated with him.. little things he do or says, make me frustrated. isn't a home supposed 2 b warm n cosy? how i envy my friends who have nice, warm, close-knitted families.

Thursday, December 15, 2005


9:19 PM

it's been a looooong time since i got here.. busy.. am juggling work, church n play quite well. pleased with myself.. supposed 2 work 2day but took mc, having a cold n sorethroat. apparently, e supervisor wasn't happy abt it n thinks i faked it.. dun care, i'm entitled 2 medical leave k. Besides, if i can't even take care of myself then no need 2 say take care of e patients liao.. started on reading a self-enrichment bk called "the fred factor". it's abt a guy named Fred who takes pride n has great passion 4 his work though he's just a postman.. awed n inspired.

will b going 4 SGH dinner n dance tmr.. am looking forward 2 it.. retro theme. havent decided which look 2 go for.. glamorous, funky or demure.. think i suit e demure look more. Hmm.. wonder if i'll meet prince charming there.. hehe.. then i'll leave at midnight n leave my glass slipper behind.. haha, fantasy fantasy..

looking forward 2 watching a musical - Oi! sleeping beauty tmr with with pei. had such a hard time getting e tickets n deciding on the date cos we r both so busy.. really hope it's worth all e hassle man..

spent so much on xmas presents.. but am so contented n satisfied with choosing appropiate ones 4 friends n family n buying them all. retail therapy 4 me n also contribute 2 e economy.. trying 2 justify myself. can imagine much fun wrapping presents n writing cards. tat's e spirit of xmas! dun understand how some guys can b so indifferent abt it.. hohoho..

so happy tat i get an off day on xmas eve n day shift on 25th itself!!! desired schedule! :)