Monday, November 27, 2006


12:05 AM

i did e disappearing act once again. oops.. new blogskin. loved it cos it looks so angelic n pure. n i've always liked being on e swing, even now though i've grown older. whenever i'm on it, i feel so carefree.

With the knowledge tat God is working in my life everyday in many situations, i see his footsteps in my life n marvel @ His works. thank God 4 being in my life. n i know He'll cont. to mould me just e way i'm meant to till Jesus comes again. "And i'm sure of this, tat he who began a gd work in you will bring it to completion at e day of Jesus Christ. Philippians 1: 6-7.

i know God is working in me, thru problems n trials. haven't been in gd health. had skin irritation cos of frequent handwashing at work. my hands appear red, inflammed n feels sore when i apply my med n when i use warm water 2 rinse it. n tat's not all. have some pain @ my left abdomen area, sometimes right n centre too. e doc thinks i might have some gynae prob. going 4 an ultrasound scan on 4th dec. it worries me tat i might have probs reproducing cos i love kids so much. came upon psalm 13 n matthew 6:26-27. "look at e birds of e air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, n yet ur heavenly Father feeds them. Are u not much more valuable than they? Who of u by worrying can add a single hr to his life?" Whatever happens, it's God's will, n i'll accept it.

Being in a relationship with JM has brought me closer to e Lord. n i'm thankful for Him in my life. We do sin n stumble sometimes, but we see how God brings us out of bad situations, teaches us lessons each time n uses us to bring each other back to God's words when we r down n out. :) God is gd, all the time. really. n being a christian doesnt mean i would have lesser probs, maybe even more. some would ask "why would u still wanna b a christian then?" well, cos i know no matter wat happens, e Lord my God would never leave or forsake me. a matter of fact, ur loved ones will leave u someday cos of disease, old age, misunderstandings... but God wont. furthermore, He forgives us n removes our sins eg. greed, lust, hatred. Just need to believe n accept Him. but whoever accepts Him must submit to him.

on night shift 2day. looking forward 2 meeting friends next wk. miss them. need 2 know how 2 better manage my time n money..