Tuesday, July 04, 2006


8:29 PM

i'm back 2 work after my night shifts. developed some skin allergy on my hands as a result of too frequent handwashing @ work. work hazard @ infection department. apparently, my colleague also has e same condition. it was terrible, it caused me 2 have itchiness n felt very sore when i washed my hands. e area was red n dry. one area was even infected cos i scratched it. luckily, my meds r working well on me. phew! it was really affecting me, so relieved now.

a misunderstanding bet. me n a friend was resolved. my heart feels lighter le. :) i understand tat a illness, esp a chronic one, can affect her so much tat she wants 2 give up fighting it n just die away.. complicated family. she feels very hurt n disappointed but aren't there things worth living for? she has nothing in e eyes of man but she has e Lord! isn't tat sufficient? hmm, she won't change her mind though i tried my best 2 persuade her. may e Lord touch her n change her mindset.

i want 2 study a part-time degree in nursing @ SIM, will b working @ e same time. sounds super tough. fees 17,000 plus. i'll b paying on my own, dun want more yrs of bond. n parents wont b paying 4 me, cos they're financially drained. need 2 shrimp n save le. target 2 finish saving by next yr n start studying.