Monday, October 10, 2005


11:30 AM

Went for church class gathering early in the morning ytd. This time with our long-lost friend who left church in P6. The world is so so small. I first saw him at NYP choir where i went back as alumni. Found him familar, esp his eyes. So distinct. Then, i discovered during supper while chatting with him that he's actually my ex-churchmate! Enjoyed the breakfast session. Am surprised what the others remember abt him. Think it'll be intriguing to know how our memory works. In the twinkling of an eye, we've all grown into young adults. Some already gotten driving licence or are already working.

Went back to work. A little lost but glad things went smoothly.

Received an sms from my ex. Could feel my heart become heavier after reading it. He's still brooding over the breakup and think he feels guilty about it. Well, what's past has passed. We did have wonderful memories together and i do dream abt it, wishing that we're still together. But, i don't think it's possible unless he's willing to commit. Not that i blame him abt it. Everybody makes mistakes and i've forgiven him in the grace of God. Have faith that God gets rid of ALL of ur sins, only if u come before him to seek His forgiveness. And u can overcome any fear with God as He has already overcome Death+ Sin+ Satan with His resurrection after death.